| my ranting always seems so filled with anxiety...and urgency...and lacking of anything resembling joy... mostly because that's how i feel.
but not because i want to...
lately i have been stressed, anxious, overwhelmed, tired, unprepared, lazy, complacent...
but i'm happy.
i'm accepting that grad school just IS overwhelming...it's a lot of work...but it's doable...and it will be done
the smell of fall snapped me back into reality...
and made me painfully aware of all the days...beautiful days...i had let slip by unappreciated
so i started noticing the colors..the sounds...the beauty of God's creation again... school is big..HUGE
but i have to keep in mind what the end result will be...
keep in mind why i am here...why i am doing what i'm doing...
and it's my passion...
God gave me a glimpse of how much he loves his creation...and placed a miniscule fraction of that in my heart...and said let's do this thing. so i'm doin it. doin this thing. and doin it well :) grace to you |
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we've finally made it to hattiesburg...
and it's starting to feel more like home...
got the job, the apartment, the roommates and the bills to prove it :) this change has been easy...
and good thus far...
it wasn't exactly a leap into the completely unknown..
but it was unknown nonetheless...
i know... it's only been one week 
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| in brookhaven...
apparently hattiesburg doesn't know if they want us till august...
their loss.
so i'm looking for a job around town...
and going insane with the parents...
who are already insane...
it'll get better though... hope your summer is amazing! |
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| displace me. new orleans. april 28. 
painting our home. l we wanted to get a picture of us with our home. we were 50% successful. 
kasia painting our theme. 
home sweet home.     
and now i'm packing. and that face depicts what i think of that. 
taking a break from packing...thinking about getting up to pack...but deciding to lay there instead. this is why it takes so long for me to pack. |
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| so here is my life...
a very quick synopsis...
i am ready to graduate.
no bittersweet feelings...
it's all just sweet lol
i am ready for the next phase and all of its mystery and glory
what waits for me?
who knows...something exciting
just gotta make it through these last assignments and projects..
and then pomp and circumstance will be ringing in my ears...
displace me is saturday. if you don't know about it, go to www.invisiblechildren.com and check it out.
make history.
end a war.
all in one saturday. |
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